Jenz Drake

You posting and expressing this is a big help. You have helped! Jordan will be moved with every post. Thank you for wanting to do more!

Jordan has spoken about these scriptures to me. I am sure once he reads this post, he will feel enlightened. Thank you very much. I hope scriptures keep coming.

Yeah... We are all guilty at complaining about our lives... but everyday someone always suffers more... but no, he's not in such a horrible place. Don't look at it that way! Remember, the Lord is with him and he's getting better...

Thank you so much for this scripture. Jordan loves to read the Holy Bible, listen to sermons and spread God's word to everyone he comes across. I am missing him terribly. We would listen to sermons almost everyday together. It just doesn't seem the same right now in my room, but all of you guys are giving Jordan and I more faith. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Well, this sounds like a great idea. I actually spoke to Jordan today and none of us know anything yet. I read some posts to him and it brought tears to his eyes. He appreciates all of your prayers and hopes. My intention of this was to lift his spirits. Show him how much he is loved. We are working on getting this printed so he can read 'em. Jordan loves passages and scriptures from the Holy Bible, Super Metroid A LOT (he is an expert) it's his favorite game, the colors blue, green and red, electronica music, oldschool games, RPG games... I don't know what else I can list. If it's possible to the many OCR artists here... is there any way you all can sign a poster and mail it to me?

What kind of gift? If you want to, let me know. I can give you an address.

Your words are very moving! Thank you for caring so much about a man you've never met! I'm sure when he gets back, he'll have a lot of new friends! He'll be very excited about that! Trance is very amazing, I'm glad he presented it to you and many others that never listened to it. It's so wonderful that he can do that for people.

Hah.. You're right... A gentleman... He sure is! And actually, yes... He did tell me about that, I think. He's told me many stories about people wanting to use his music for several things. Thank you very much for calling him a treasure.

Thank you... that made me feel a lot better. Your words are very kind and inspiring. I know I am in his heart and he speaks to God about me all the time regardless of his illness. He's very selfless. Instead of worrying about himself more, he is worried he can't spend more time with me. I have been truly blessed with an amazing musically inclined gamer guy.

I really admire this message. Thank you for signing up and putting your 2 cents. Trust me, Jordan will be moved by this message. I have been wanting to make music since I was a little girl and fear always got in the way... but Jordan plans to teach me everything he knows and make some music together, though I wil never be as good as he is. His music is a major inspiration to many people. His music makes me cry because it touches me. If it weren't for this website, Jordan and I would've never met... So I do agree with djp... He does deserve a lot of credit for bringing Jordan's music to a success and bringing him and I together. This proves to the world video games aren't just games... they're a way of life!

Actually, you be impressed. I am not in his presence, that's why it's also very difficult. I live in Orlando, FL guys. Him and I have a very interesting story. He will share that in due time. I am actually working on moving out to Nevada soon enough. My mother is now involved with that. It is not easy to be over 2000 miles away. I am trying to do all I can here to do things for him not because I love him, but because of the distance. I've gotten all of his friends involved to visit him and he's got the best care right now at the hospital... with his family beside him too. I know Jordan will be very happy because of everyone's wishes for him. I am trying to have a large amount of faith. I plan on being his wife, dang it, I have to be strong!

I am with pixietricks on this one. My father was 65 when he died. Jordan hasn't even turned 24 yet. He's got a lot of positive energy all the time and he's ALWAYS hopeful no matter what happens... That's just how he is. I wish I could be like that. He's got the best care right now looking after him. Some people are our friends at that hospital so HE WILL GET BETTER! This just hits home for me and he's aware I panic and it's my bad for doing so... I have to remain strong for him. He will pull through! Not only that, but the Lord is with him. -I also forgot to mention... it is rare to die of this condition. Once he starts to gain more weight and is under the best medication, he will feel better. It's just a process and patience.

if anyone would like to do any personal cards, buy a card or make an e-card... you're more than welcome to! i really love that request. Jordan loves those kind of things. once i speak to his mother tomorrow, i'll try to provide some more information about it. if not.... whatever you want to do now, my e-mail address is jeidoriiryuu@gmail.com i will make sure he gets everything. or if you know his e-mail (should be under his account here), you can send it to him as well.

I am honored to have finally registered to OCR and that pixietricks started this forum. Thanks to all of you for submitting a post about Jordan and hoping/praying he does well. He will read all of your posts soon. My name is Jade and I am Jordan's (bLiNd) girlfriend. I been a fan of OCR since 2001 and always wanted to register, but I had my reasons. bLiNd has been one of my music inspirations since I was 17 years old. I really look up to this website and rock my OCR hoodie all the time whenever I go out, even if it's hot. Earlier tonight I wanted to inform my OCR penpals (pixietricks, big giant circles and liontamer) the news and wanted them to spread it to everyone else. He loves all of you very much, even if he's never met you. He speaks all the time of this community and has many unfinished projects he wishes to post on OCR in the future... but we must have faith and trust God that he will take care of him and heal him as best as he can be, because as many of you said, he has a very big future ahead of him and you're dag right I will be apart of it as well. To those that don't believe in that, my deepest apologizes. I appreciate all kinds of great thoughts for Jordan as well. His family, friends and I will take anything so he can get better. I know Jordan very well and trust me, he is the most faithful, positive, trusting, caring, and loving individual I've ever met in my life. I have never met anyone quite like him so trust me, even if he is not feeling well, he still believes everything will be ok. God told me to do all of this so I hope it satisfies him and his family. I am so happy so many people care about him and wish him the best. I am deeply moved by this forum and I believe I could fall asleep now. Special thanks to pixietricks and Big Giant Circles for mentioning me. I know I am officially in the picture for the community now so I hope everyone can get used to me.