Jenz Drake

I remember a few days ago people wanted to make cards for bLiNd. I know I've gotten one message about mailing one. If any of you would like to, PM for an address and you shall get your wish! Thanks to anyone who even wants to! The love you have for my boyfriend is so overwhelming.

Weren't you telling me a few days ago how I'm too hard on myself?! Good Lord, stop being so negative! =P It all starts with a positive attitude so lift your spirits hunny. Jordan will like it, trust me. Just have confidence. =P Practice makes perfect. That's how people become great in music.

Jordan LOVES drum and bass. Thanks jimmy for being apart of it. I can't wait to meet you in the future! I hope we can go to MAGFEST. It's so hard not to click these links... but I'm going to be patient. hahaha Jordan is doing a lot better! Yes, I spoke about this to Jordan last night... I told him I hope there aren't too many of the same songs... There are a lot of tracks in that album guys. In my opinion I think the best track is "Theme of Samus Aran ~ Galactic Warrior." Maybe that helps with something different. Very well said. That's pretty awesome. Jordan has supplied us many trance tracks, but remember Jordan will appreciate anything. This is a gift that was unexpected. It will be loved the same whether it is trance or not. None of you are obligated to do anything for Jordan...that's why it's much more special.

I been a fan of Square games for a long time... and the music is usually always amazing. More of the old stuff then the new anyway. The track "Eternal Recurrence" from Secret of Mana OSV. Possibly maybe trance style... or something similar to Dragon Song OC ReMix by Harmony. The track "Merchant Theme" and/or "Pirate Theme" from Secret of Evermore OSV. Has so much potential to be very upbeat songs on this site. I love the OC ReMixes we have here for Secret of Evermore... but I def think we need something more lifting/happier. If anyone is interested... which I hope you will be.. good luck!

Some of you guys are pretty quick. It's impressive. Very kool! Though I have decided not to listen to anything. Jordan and I will listen it together. I feel like it won't be fair if I listened to it first so I will def let you guys know what I think of it next week! God bless all of you! bLiNd has started to eat normal food again today and he sounds so much better. I just hope he leaves that hospital soon... I know he misses his house a lot. I would be too... it's a very beautiful one.

Awesome Jon. I been listening to your OC ReMix all day long. Rock oN!

God gosh... I finally had a good night's sleep! I'm sure all of your prayers worked on me too. God bless you all. I should be going to church in a little bit. I called my pastor and he did a prayer for me over the phone. Made me teary! I'm gonna get everyone to hold hands and pray for Jordan. I hope many of you that do go to church on Sunday can send in a prayer request and do the same for Jordan. Thanks guys!

Wow guys!! I just noticed this thread when I went to check out "Endless Skies." I've cried for a bit over on my side. hahahaha All of you are a true blessing. Thank you so much for caring and trying! I don't want my thank you's to seem repetitive so forgive me. Everything has just left me breathless and I never know how to express anything. Trust me, I really wish I could do something for this album... unfortunately I don't have enough knowledge on music like I did a long time ago because I quit and forgot it. I can supply images, though. I have tons of Samus Aran photos (I've looked up to her since the first Metroid game like Jordan) so let me know if you need those or if there is anything else I can do. I told Jordan earlier today about this contribute and it moved him. He immediately told his family and friends and they are so happy about it. If any of you could add "Aguirre Family" in one track, that would be awesome. I want his parents and sister to feel they are apart of this album as well.

Words from djpretzel.... Thank you so much for spreading the forum in a submission and your dear, kind words. But do not worry... he is getting better. Hope is a wonderful thing. "Endless Skies" is a very great mix! Auron's Theme is one of my favorites on the FFX OST (so is Jordan's). I will make sure Jordan hears this mix. I know he will enjoy it! Great job to Jonathan Paulsen. I just thought about this now... Is there any way to get Jonathan to read my request? I'd like for him to be apart of the Super Metroid Mini Album as well if possible. We need some great trance in that CD and Jonathan will make sure to provide that. Of course, the mix title "Endless Skies" might remind one of bLiNd's excellent "White Skies (Club Mix)," also from FFX and also trance, albeit a different source track. Unfortunately, we recently learned that Jordan is very sick, suffering from colitis. Please chime in on the thread to wish him & his girlfriend and family the best; he's given so much excellent music to the community over the years, it's downright scary, and I'm personally hoping he gets better ASAP. I hate to end on a down note like that, but since this is a trance mix with a similar title, it did bring this unfortunate situation to mind. At the moment, the best we can do is wish for Jordan's speedy recovery, and remember all the awesome mixes he's done over the years. At the same time, it's great to see new faces like PrototypeRaptor persisting the trend that Jordan was so instrumental in starting, giving trance the respect and craftsmanship it deserves and making a home for the genre on OCR. In a true "best of times, worst of times" moment, I'd like to express my congratulations to Jonathan for getting his first mix posted, and thoughts & hopes to bLiNd in what must be a difficult time.

I will say this prayer as well. Amen. Thank you for praying for all of us. Jordan has a bright future with Leifo joining up with Ferry Corsten. The former thread about this was in: http://www.ocremix.org/forums/showthread.php?t=11103 Not sure if everyone knows about that. It's also in this blog by Liontamer: http://vgfrequency.blogspot.com/2007/08/blind-and-leifo-playlisted-by-ferry.html Ferry Corsten has been very busy and so has Leifo, but they have many unfinished tracks (they're amazing btw). When I left May after visiting Jordan, they both have planned to work on music again... but considering Jordan is ill, everything has been on hold. They're amazing best friends and talk to each other almost everyday. I witnessed the two of them together and I don't know how many times I thanked God for letting me experience something like that. They're both amazing people in this world. He also has a bigger future than just that. I'm sorry I cannot mention it entirely, but he is interested to share it with the OCR community in his own time. As soon as he knows more information about it (he's been waiting on 2 years) he'll express it. All I can say it is music.

Thank you for that prayer. I will say it everyday. Jordan and I have planned for him to visit Florida (where I currently live) but we had to put those plans on hold because he is too sick to travel. I have actually been to Lakeland several times and I really like it there. When I speak to Jordan tomorrow, I'll mention it to him. I will def keep it in mind and I won't forget. I got a good memory for the most part.

I am not allowed to give any information about this, but I assure you, it looks very promising.

Yeah... he is definitely gonna have a ton of new friends now. lol He loves people and I'm sure he'll be blessed to have you in his life. He also has to come back to finish the tracks he wants to submit to OCR and not to forget, him and I still have to work on music together so I can be apart of the family too!

Hey guys I have heard word of Jordan about the status and he is doing MUCH better. He's under great care and stronger medication. He can move around now. The 'fan mail' (haha) was given to him this afternoon and he is very thankful. Words cannot describe how happy he is about everyone's prayers and desires for him to get better. Thanks for all the support guys. I will keep you all updated. I am trying to get some days off from work (aiming a week, hopefully I get it) to spend time with him at the hospital. I plan on sleeping there and if possible, by him. I wouldn't want it any other way.

hmmm, well what else that isn't a long OST? he's already aware about this and it made his day. hahaha maybe you can make it sound happier if it's trance. ferry corsten style!

Hey DarkeSword, this is really incredible. I think it may work. I'd really like to request Leifo, Virt (if possible which I'm not even sure if it could happen), pixietricks, Zircon, Beatdrop, djpretzel, Big Giant Circles, Liontamer, and many others I can't think right now to be apart of it. Please give me the updates about it.

Oh My goodness.... this is incredible. I am blown away. The Super Metroid soundtrack is one of the best ever created and Jordan loves it a lot. He will honor this gift. What are you going to call it?

I checked out that mix too and it's great. Always wanted to play Tales of Destiny. I bet it's good, right? There are so many RPGs Jordan and I want to play....him and I have a lot on our list together... He's going to pull through.

Not sure if you've ever heard of "The Secret." You probably have. I actually follow that as well. It is within my beliefs about positiveness. I'm very open about different religions and all paths. I respect them all.

Well, wow. My want and need of going to MAGFEST has increased more. I will pray and hope about it. Jordan really needs to go and you guys need to meet him!! He's so amazing. :] And yes... I have a high devotion to Jordan. I am glad someone has noticed this and the fact that it is admirable. This is a great post.

ROFLMAO OMG!!@!@ ROFLLLLLLL THIS IS SO AMAZING! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU PICKED HIS SONG FOR THE ELECTRONICA MUSIC SECTION. hahahahahahaha omg, this brought me to tears man. I can't wait until Jordan sits down on his computer to go one by one on this post. To tell you though....those are great. He was actually named Jordan because of that scripture. If you want to read more information about that, visit: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jordan_River I REALLY love that blue/red/green photo of the discs. I'll make sure he uses it for future reference. The cartoon him and I have seen already... but that is like his favorite RPG. We're excited over the remake (FINALLY RIGHT?!?!?!!?!?) and I will make sure we get it for the Nintendo DS. lol Thank you very much good sir. You will not be forgotton. This was very sweet. And I love 'his Majesty's lady.' It's perfect. God bless!

OMG... I cannot believe you sent this!! I sent this exactly same thing to Jordan on myspace a few days ago. I don't think he's seen it yet considering he's been sick in bed... but wow, thank you so much! I am so happy this thread has started. Prayers does work miracles, that is what I truly believe! I CAN'T DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW! I feel God used you to send that to me to let me know he's listening to all of our prayers. ::tears up:: Thank you.

My song for Jordan for the month of August. He knows I am impatient at times... and I cannot wait, but I just try very hard to lift his spirits with music. "Heaven on Earth" by Britney Spears Your touch Your taste Your breath Your face Your hands Your head You're sweet Your love Your teeth Your tongue Your eye You're mine Your lips You're fine You're heaven on earth I've waited all my life for you My favourite kiss Your perfect skin Your perfect smile Waking up and you're next to me Wrap me up in your arms and back to sleep Lay my head on your chest and drift away Dream of you and I'm almost half awake (The palest green I've never seen The colour of your eyes You've taken me so far away One look and you stop time) Fell in love with you and Everything that you are Nothing I can do I'm really Crazy about you When you're next to me It's just like heaven on earth You're heaven You're heaven on earth Tell me that I'll always be the one that you want Don't know what I'd do if I ever lose you Look at you and what I see is heaven on earth I'm in love with you Your breath Your face Your hands Your head You're sweet Your love Your tongue I'd move across the world for you Just tell me when Just tell me where I'll come to you Take me back to that place in time Images of you occupy my mind Far away but I feel you hear with me Dream of you and you're almost next to me (The palest green I've never seen The colour of your eyes You've taken me so far away One look and you stop time) Fell in love with you and Everything that you are Nothing I can do I'm really Crazy about you When you're next to me It's just like heaven on earth You're heaven You're heaven on earth Tell me that I'll always be the one that you want Don't know what I'd do if I ever lose you Look at you and what I see is heaven on earth I'm in love with you I'm in love with you I said I'm so in love I said I'm so in love So in love Fall off the edge of my mind I fall off the edge of my mind For you I fall off the edge of my mind I fall off the edge of my mind For you Fell in love with you and Everything that you are Nothing I can do I'm really Crazy about you When you're next to me It's just like heaven on earth (So in love) You're heaven You're heaven on earth Tell me that I'll always be the one that you want Don't know what I'd do if I ever lose you Look at you and what I see is heaven on earth I'm in love with you I'm so in love I'm so in love I fall off the edge of my mind (I'm so in love) When I just look at you I feel like I'm gonna jump into heaven (So in love) And you'll catch me Catch me if I jump Will you catch me?

I have finally gotten success. One of his friends is going to print this thread tonight. He will be reading it tomorrow. He told his friend tonight that he is thankful I told a few OCR artists and for pixietricks starting this thread. Now I am very determined to meet Ms. Jillian Goldin and Mr. Andrew Aversa more than ever. Jordan and I were hoping to attend MAGFEST, but I want to go even more now. Jordan has expressed how much he's been wanting to go all these years and how bad he wants to meet many people from OCR. I will work hard so him and I can go. Jordan has made many of my dreams come true... so I am interested to accomplish this one for him... and well for me too. lol I been wanting to meet OCR peoples since 2001. Other than pixietricks and Zircon, I want to give special thanks to Beatdrop for e-mailing me his amazing message to Jordan. Also the messages Jewbei and Nicole sent me through myspace. I want Jordan to read these lyrics from several tracks him and I gave to one another. Since a lot here are into electronica, you guys should look into the tracks at youtube.com. I don't think you will be disappointed. At least not in my opinion. "Beautiful" by Ferry Corsten featuring Debra Andrew Everything is beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.. Everything is beautiful.. Let the music carry you.. Maybe I will follow you, forever! Nowhere else I'd rather be, When you're lying next to me.. Let the music carry us, together! "Fire" by Ferry Corsten featuring Simon Le Bon Oh woman you make me feel Like I'm on fire Oh woman you make me feel Like I'm on fire Oh woman you make me feel Like I'm on fire Oh woman you make it real It's the only way for me Oh woman you make me feel Like I'm on fire Oh woman you make it real It's the only way for me Oh woman you make me feel Like I'm on fire Oh woman you make it real It's the only way for me Oh woman you make me feel Like I'm on fire Oh woman you make it real It's the only way for me Oh woman you make me feel Like I'm on fire Oh woman you make it real It's the only way for me Oh woman you make me feel Like I'm on fire Oh woman you make it real It's the only way for me Oh woman you make me feel Like I'm on fire Oh woman you make it real It's the only way for me "To Forever (Moonbeam Remix)" by Rachael Starr I see you and you see me There’s only one thing this could be I think you know just what I mean - When I’m with you I feel so free So free When we meet up, the whole world stops The music’s louder, the temperature drops It seems like they’re all dancing to our beat Look around, I’ll know you’ll see You’ll see So free And I love you, and I hope you love me too And I need you, and I hope you need me too Babe, I just hope you know to never let me go Cause when it comes to forever we should be together Together. Forever. "Ride (Tiesto Remix)" by Cary Brothers You are everything I wanted The scars of all I’ll ever know If I told you you were right Would you take my hand tonight? If I told you the reasons why Would you leave your life and ride? And ride… You saw all my pieces broken This darkness that I could never show If I told you you were right Would you take my hand tonight? If I told you the reasons why Would you leave your life and ride? And ride… "Jumping All Over the World" by Scooter Uncore, Hardcore Rock you down to the floor Posse saw ya on the border Jungle jumper under order Every minute, every hour, got the power Take a shower, brand stuff Screaming Lord, wicked and tough Right now, say Lord have mercy! I've got the money I've got the place You've got the figure You've got the face Let's get together We're jumping all over, all over the world I've got the music I've got the lights You've got the figure Full of delights Let's get together We're jumping all over, all over the world I've got position I've got the name You've got the power To drive me insane Let's get together We're jumping all over, all over the world I've got the money I've got the place You've got the figure You've got the face Let's get together We're jumping all over, all over the world All together now!

I am deeply sorry for what your father has to go through....nevertheless, the people in his life are also suffering with him... I understand that kind of pain. Thank you for hoping and praying that him and I don't spend a kind of future sobbing about his condition, but you know what? I have already told the Lord I am prepared for it now more than ever. I really am ready to take care of him if it comes to that. I'll try to be the best wife I can be with God's help.