Terrible news! I've been loving your music since I first checked out OCR (a couple years ago, I think), and I still listen to a lot of it regularly (which from me is a HUGE compliment). I've held off joining until now (I've had my reasons), but I figured if not now, then when?
You've definitely got a place in my prayers, and with all this love from everyone directed your way, this rough patch will fade in no time!