My heart skipped a few beats when I saw this thread.  As I read the original post, tears welled up in my eyes.  bLiNd, I don't know you.  I've never even met you.  I'm just some nobody living in the middle of nowhere who happened to stumble across this site years ago.  However, I am familiar with your work.  Your mixes have moved me in ways that the most elegant words in any language on the planet couldn't do justice.  You are a trance genius, a genre I never would have even attempted to listen to six years ago.  You, a complete stranger, added a new flavor to my musical palette, and I could never thank you enough. 
So, the least I can do repay you is to place you in my thoughts and prayers and offer my deepest sympathy.  There will always be a spot reserved just for you in my heart.  I pray you get better soon.