Welcome too the forum, im new to this place too well been around since 2010.
I wish you the best of luck, you certainly need it , i feel like Music is one of the most closed forms of communities pretty scared about telling secrets and expensive to hire help too.
but if you keep your head low and your mental focus intact i bet you do fine.
i love that a age has arrived where everyone is able to experiment with sounds and create there own take on classic songs they heard while growing up.
so here's to the future and what it might give you of dreams and hope, one last thing judging by your tracks don't give up you got something not everyone can do... although it seems like when looking at services like Spotify and Soundcloud.