So I was kicked out by my roommates earlier tonight. They're letting me stay just a little longer to get my shit together, but I no longer really live here.
What happened in a nutshell was this.
I was confronted about not having my share of the rent.
I said I was sorry and that I was screwed and that if they wanted me to, I'd pack all my shit that instant and leave.
They yelled at me. Pointed out that I never do anything, that I blew off the FAFSA, blew off college, blew off that crappy job I had (I got fired from that one, not my fault) and that they had to push me to apply for food stamps (not true, did on my own), to apply for jobs (once or twice), to do everything. And then I freaked out.
Went catatonic for about 20-30 minutes. Took 20-30 minutes after that to recover fully enough to actually function at a somewhat normal pace. I could be wrong about the times, but when you can't move and are locked in your own mind, time is irrelevant. And then I spoke threw tears and choking, saying all kinds of stuff I never thought I'd say.
And then I was told to find another place to live.
So, to make a long story short, I need a place to stay. If any of the Bay Area OCR peeps here wouldn't mind sparing a couch or even floor space so I wouldn't have to sleep in the streets, I'd appreciate it. Bonus if you're in Alameda County, even more if you're in the Tri-City Area. All I ask is that you please help me out. I'll do whatever needs to be done to make up for room and/or board, as long as I'm not out in the elements.
I'll try not to overstay my welcome, if you do choose to help. But please, help me out. That's all I ask. Please.
Thank you for taking the time to read this, everyone.